Heaven is ❤ for Real

The End of 2011o

2011-11-30T05:13:00.000-08:00

@the curve

actually im getting lazier to post..

and yea, my blog growing mushroom.ha!

but because the year is coming to an end tmr

i'll post my last post.

this year ive been through alot of things

that can make me grow

in spiritual and thinking

now i know why God have done all these..

but im glad this year i have ALOT of happy moments=)

i hope in the year to come,

i will always think before i do something

and be happy in everything i do

My resolution for next year is..

1. apprieciate my family and friends more

2. choose my path correctly

3. think before i talk-.-

4. really study well, cause i did nt do it this year=P

5. Do my best for everyone!

6. i'll find a friend that i can truly trust and talk evrything to....

God, guide me !=)

Belated Christmas and Blessed New Year everyone!

New Zealand

2011-10-21T07:38:00.001-07:00

Auckland New Zealand Sunset Landscape, a photo by Momento Creative on Flickr.

New Zealand is a very beautiful country isn't it? =) wished to go there someday

Logos Hope

2011-10-19T01:20:00.001-07:00

Its the first one. haha! i hope i can go to the second one too

was not feeling well that day, dont really have the mood to look around the library

and i have been walking a few round.. end up seeing the same thing.

thank to those who took care of me that day =) apprieciated you all.

i enjoy going out with everyone. Maybe next few decades the ship will improve and they will

have more activities in it.
After Logos hope i went home cause not feeling well, if not i will go out =(

These days i think i played computer too much

end up my eyesight getting worse T.T

Watched a Korean drama

Bread, Love and Dreams.

the main actor, name is Kim Tak Gu in the show.

Not bad..haha!

Johnny English Reborn

2011-10-19T01:04:00.001-07:00

Watched Johnny English with mum last Wednesday.He never fails to make people laugh =) heard that this will be his last movie.. =( is it true? i hope he will continue to be an actor.i love to watch Mr Bean both real life and cartoon. i bet alot of people do.haha. but his show always repeats -.-

On Sunday , went movie again at Leisuremall with Jowene, Wei xiong and Soke kuan. This time is 1911.We ate at Roti Boy before the movie. Their bread is nice. Overall a nice day. For you who like history, you must watch this movie. even i love it though i dont really like history =P now i understood more bout Dr.Sun yat sen and sure.. Jackie Chan's movie is always nice and impressive!

go watch!=D

=(

2011-10-03T02:47:00.000-07:00

i just wish to get a good friend.

is the wish too big?

My one week holiday goes like this...

2011-09-08T05:36:00.000-07:00

Monday

that can be consider as the first day of my holiday.. i dont have any plan so i went to Peiying's house to 'play' her red scooter. this is my first time riding on a bike.. i dint try before. so quite excited for it =P

in the afternoon, after accompany mum to market, she fetched me to peiying's house. Peiying decided to make PANCAKE. I tried to flip it using the frying pan and it works.haha. when i cook the second piece , i thought it will take a very long time to cook. so i relax myself infront of her computer while she is teaching a student to play piano. after that peiying smelled something and ask me. i ran to the kitchen but the pancake is already black in colour-.- failed..haha. we rode scooter after tat and found out its very fun! =D she also is a beginner..so we both almost drop.haha but still, she can control when going down the slop.

At night, we each cook one dish for dinner.. she cook omelete with tomato while i cook meat =P suprised?hahaha. but it really taste delicious. dont believe ask peiying. she took pictures but dint upload.waiting for it.haha!

Tuesday

Went to bookfair with sister and bought stationary-.- not books.haha. After tat went to Starbucks for coffee.. actually that is my second time drinking it. the Mocha was really delicious. rm 15 for a cup of large Mocha. not bad.. but still i think its too expensive. Then, we went to Times Square to buy shoes. Actually she wants to buy shoes for me but at last she bought one and i bought none.

Wednesday

Went to Chester's restaurant to help out . Saw Vincent with his shocked face.haha. After all the hard work, we went to Fun Fair. i havent been there since primary till now. Missed sitting on ferris wheel and merry-go-round . But we went there just to watch how much it has changed. too bad, it is still the same.haha. lesser people already.

Thursday
Sunway Lagooooon with the group. This is my second time there too.haha. Went to Water park, Amusement park and Wildlife park. I think there is little things to play. We managed to play very little games. John did Bungee jump . I wonder how it feels like to jump down from a high land. Overall, not bad=) had fun time and fellowship. let the picture speaks the rest.

Friday

Went to Just Talk cafe with Dawn and Irene for dinner and for catching up with one another. had a great conversation with irene and dawn. After dinner, went to Pasar Malam.
overall, meaningful night.But sad that Ezra dint join us=(

here are the photoss=P

FunFair

Sunway Lagoon

i want to keep this as a pet next time =D

this eagle is cool.haha

Them.

Dint know 'sang kancil' is so so tiny-.-

360 degrees!

while waiting for others

Tropicana golf club and resort

2011-08-17T06:41:00.000-07:00

Went to Tropicana with my family and dad's friends for dinner yesterday.the place is nice.. especially sitting at the place that is facing the golf field,but it was very dark at night.the food there isnt as delicious as i thought it would be.but i was very full. overall.... not bad. =)but expensive x.x

ZOOKEEPER 17/8/11

2011-08-17T06:34:00.000-07:00

it was a funny and nice movie .love it

' dont be who we dont want to be '

2011-08-10T03:24:00.000-07:00

Exam is finally over! =D

PD guru muda camp.

2011-07-17T03:44:00.001-07:00

Room mates - Kimiko, me, Elaine and Rosalynn (CSL)

View from our bedroom. further back is the beach.

our comfortable master bedroom =P

love the view from here..

Photos from Elaine.

This was the first school camp that i think is quite nice.

because i can learn more about addmaths and get closer to everyone

eat alot though. haha

(part two) X-Men: first class

2011-06-26T06:32:00.000-07:00

During the last holiday (which is long time ago).Went Viva's MBO for X-men with Irene, Leechoo, Primy and Jiayin. I thought this movie might be boring cause it will be all about using power to kill each other. But it turned out quite nice =D love this movie! too bad i dint watch the the previous X-men. so i wont know what is the ending (when he grown old). I love this guy's power!(above) i wished i had his power to read other person's mind.

Mid year holiday (part 1) Camp transformation

2011-06-17T06:58:00.000-07:00

Two weeks of holiday just ended like this =(

but i enjoyed my holiday

every single moment of it =D
i really wish that i can turn back the time

especially Penang. i miss Penang very much!really that much..

miss the sea,the sand, the sunset, the stars, the breeze and everything there!=D

i wished i can stay there for few days more...haha

had loads of fun during

CAMP TRANSFORMATION 2011

from day 1, i knew the camp will be very fun.

but that day, i dont really feel the fun yet. as i havent get close to most of the new friends.

on the 2nd day, we started to build our relationship especially among girls during
And Yet We Live game.
we even talk alot and laughed alot together the whole night on leechoo's bed.haha!

we can laugh over some small joke.

on the 3rd day,

we just had fun playing all the games and cheering for one another

Floorball was very very nice!haha

at first i thought it will be quite boring
but it ended up very fun.

the game went well though we dint get first.

i wan to play again!haha

and the Mega PAW night was as great as usual =)

4th day,

we were already like brothers and sisters

exchanging hp numbers, emails and twit alot!

Gala night was nice too.

everyone enjoyed the night acting and getting overall CHAMPION =D

im really glad tat i joined this camp.

though quite sad because i left out last year's camp

i got close to a few member tat i usually dont talk much to =)

and we actually laugh and talk alot.haha

enjoyed this camp very much

thank you God =)

2011-06-11T06:37:00.000-07:00

updates about my holiday is up next!

my holiday is spent properly =)
*happy*

2011-06-07T20:32:00.000-07:00

yep.

we are back from CAMP TRANSFORMATION 2011

had a lot of fun! =D

take a look at our photos on FB and you will know

2011-05-30T23:06:00.000-07:00

Went to watch this movie

with Christina, JohnL, Kar En, Jasmine and Amelia

at Times Square.

Met up Peiying and his brother too.

We had a great time together =)

hope it has strengthen our relationships after that day.

this movie is not bad..and its funny.hahaha

love the kid.

GOING TO CAMP THIS THURSDAY!

*excited*

will update after my camp

woohoo!

my blog has been dead for some time..

2011-05-25T08:40:00.001-07:00

ha!im back after mid term(HARD) exam!everything is fine i guess=)just that some small little sad things still running in my mind..Should live a happy life,if not i will regret for the second time.haha will update more soon if i have interesting thing to update you guys

going to CAMP TRANSFORMATION 2011 next thurday

who's with me!hope you are =)so see you thereeeeeee!

btw, does anyone has a GUN or PISTOL?
no matter what type of gun it is.
i need it very much T.T

but nt real gun kay.haha

how wonderful like is..when you are in this world.

Big Moors

2011-05-20T02:26:00.001-07:00

Big Moors, a photo by Xelcise on Flickr.

I want to go somewhere that i can see the big picture of beautiful sky!

A nice and meaningful poem =)

2011-04-29T08:04:00.000-07:00

I found the poem that i have always wanted to read.
haha. nice=)

To My Husband, My Life, My Eternal Valentine
This is to thank you for being by side
For comforting and caring when I was all confused inside.
This is for the phone calls you make every day
Just to tell me “I love you” every minute of the day.

The way you take my hand in yours
For all the world to see
That this is the woman
Who is most special to me.

You always seem to know
When I need a hug, kiss or smile…
You never cease to amaze me
When you say, “I'm here…let's talk for a while.”

In decades past we've had our share
Of ups and downs and problems galore
But you are the one who remained at my side
Never thinking of walking out the door.

I adore the way you tell me,
“You are my forever best friend,”
I love the way I believe in you…
And that you will be there till the end.

Thank you for all the time you give me
And for saying, “It's never enough…”
Thank you for listening as I ramble on…
When things become rather tough.

We are in the best years of our lives
Thirty four years on our journey together
I want to grow old with you…and you with me
I want to love YOU---FOREVER.

by: JoMarie Grinkiewicz

The 6 Crappy Hugs by theoatmeal

2011-04-26T05:12:00.000-07:00

haha!this is funny=D

Maybe not -.-

Riooo

2011-04-17T02:16:00.000-07:00

Watched RIO 3D with my sister and her friends at Pavillion KL.

On Friday midnight.

But i never regret going.. i love this movie =)

the soundtracks are all awesome!

very nice..

and quite funny.

especially this two fella..

"awkward...." haha

I love the feeling of walking on the street at night.

there are alot of people, and light with all kind of colours.

'i wanna party , and flyyy'

you should watch this movie =)

Goodbye 15 =(

2011-04-10T02:47:00.000-07:00

Time passes really fast.

In a blink of eye, im already 16.

Ive wasted alot of my time last year.

i dont want to waste anymore of my precious time

I realised there is actually alot more things for me to do,

for me to accomplish

But i always chose to be lazy and stuck in a miserable life

I dont want to do something BIG . I want to do something meaningful

Anyway, my 16th birthday was

not bad........................haha

dint celebrate much.

But no matter what,

im glad to have friend and family that remembers my birthday

Even a wish + a smile is enough

what more presents and birthday song?

thank you everyone!

i miss last year's birthday...haha

Jogathon and Entrepreneur Day

2011-03-31T02:05:00.001-07:00

Went to school's Jogathon and Entrepreneur Day. Got 12th-.- ...

After the Jogathon, went to church for some games and fellowship

really had fun with my group that day =)

i am still missing you every night.....

Cosmos world ( 15/3/11 ) and Fiesta of hot air balloons ( 19/3/11 )

2011-03-20T03:21:00.000-07:00

Went to Cosmos with this bunch of people

had a really great time with them =)

We played a few rounds for one game.

so we got headache and everyone was KO at the 360 degree game.

adult 'pirate ship'.haha

a few of us vomited . include me =Phaha!

after vomited-.-....we went to meet up others for lunch. at McD (ee...)haha

and when we finished our lunch, we go for shopping to buy shirt (jersey~ )

then we went back and continue those exciting ride..

we wont forget something that happenned that day

*meehun~*

hahaaha!

After cosmos world, i got headache, and my whole body was pain for two days..

especially neck-.-

Went to hot air balloons fiesta on saturday morning

someone woke me at 5.30 with a miss call and i cant sleep anymore.

-.-

Amy said tickets are sold out at 7.

which is the time when the fiesta start

so fast..

even the tickets that have to buy also finished

Though we cant sit on Hot Air Balloon

but we enjoy the fellowship with one another =)

i wonder which hot air balloon won.

Hope its the Star wars and Doraemon!
love both of them.hehe

What a great holiday!

Battle : LA

2011-03-17T19:46:00.000-07:00

Went to Leisuremall yesterday night for this movie

with my family.

This is an awesome and exciting movie=)

more bout shooting aliens.haha

the beginning is not bad.. middle is nice.. but ending is...quite bad.haha

Overall is okay =)

i wonder if this really happens on earth one day.

love you!muaack

By the way, anyone wants to come to my school's Jogathon day?

It is something like carnival.

just that student will go for cross country before the carnival. =)

I love Blue!=D

2011-03-16T07:06:00.000-07:00

This picture makes you feel fresh and calm isnt it?=)

i love the sky and the sea.

both blue..

God's creation are the best. agree?haha

My neck and my hands are very pain x.x

and my head is still dizzy and i feel like vomiting

pictures coming soon!

*waiting for leechoo* hahaha

Those letters remind me of our happy moments..

2011-03-04T07:44:00.000-08:00

I love it when a group of birds flying in a V formation

it will just automatically snatch my attention

I feel quite lazy nowadays

dont know what happenned..

all i want to do is read the storybook or stay infront of the computer till my eyes are tired

felt so useless.

i wished i have the ability to cheer people up..

wished you were here to cheer me up too

2011-03-01T01:18:00.000-08:00

This is so cute! haha. how great if i can have this for my birthday

Blessed Birthday to PeiYing!

i know you have always been there for me and help me with studies.

glad to have you around=)

miss you till i want to go and find you now=\

This is how i spend one of my 10 days during CNY

2011-02-14T20:32:00.000-08:00

You are my Valentine..

2011-02-14T00:12:00.000-08:00

Like normal, went back to hometown at Perak during CNY
love cny eve . hate 1st day of cny-.-

as everyone knows, today is Valentine's Day!

im sure many people will not lose this opportunity to celebrate it with their valentine
i wished i can celebrate with him.. ahhaha
❤ Happy Valentine's day to you..

anyway, i thank God that i recieved a better and perfect love

which is the love from God

But sure.. its not like a couple love.
it is much more precious and special than that.
I love You, God =)

2011-01-31T08:09:00.000-08:00

By Louis Png

I just love this picture very very much

:-)

it is a very meaningful picture for me.

made me think about God.

2011-01-27T01:44:00.000-08:00

Quite busy nowadays.

but dont know why i will surely find a time to online.

ahhaha!

come this Saturday for my church's activity. Captainball

for more information..

visit

www.tro-phimus.blogspot.com

see you! :-)

i miss you. too much.

16 years old?!

2011-01-12T23:56:00.001-08:00

me and him have always wanted to go to Italy.. love the food and place.

until now i cant really accept the fact that i am 16 already. hahaha

sounds so weird

hmm..form 4 life is quite pressuring.

especially if you are a science stream student.

add maths and Physic really drive me crazy

i really cant handle so many hard subjects

besides, this is just the beginning of the year

still have more to come..

and my respond is quite slow

so when i learn the new topic, i have to slowly digest it.

it takes 2 days to make me good at one sub title that i dont understand.

especially question that needs calculation.

so stupid x.x

For my group.. Trophimus.

i love this group very much.

Always wanted to contribute something for my group

but i cant think of any..

because im not good at alot of things...

hmmm..

and i really pray that i can bring more friends to church

i felt so happy when they come to church and they enjoyed themselves

more to come!

though i cant see your face,

but i can feel your presence.

2011

2010-12-31T09:18:00.000-08:00

BLESSED NEW YEAR ! 2011

im sure most of you celebrate new year by watching beautiful fireworks
actually i dint see fireworks since long time ago.
hope that i can see one soon.ahha

Thank God that 2010 passed so quickly..
but in the same time..i dont want it to pass so fast..
hmm..

thank God for giving me the strenght to go through all these=)
i love you.

First Girls Camp

2010-12-28T23:27:00.000-08:00

pic from leechoo

click to enlarge

Girl's camp was FUN!

i thought it will be too relax.

but no..

it was really fun

learnt quite alot of things from this camp

will surely join again next year! :-D

love all the girls there

.got closer to a few girls

Leechoo, XiaoJun, Connie, Primy ,Jiayin and others =)

met new friends too

Waiwai, Bobo, Huixin

it will be better if a few more girls join us.haha

muuuuuuaccccckkkk!

TROPHIMUS!

2010-12-28T01:03:00.000-08:00

group Trophimus FIRST group photo.

love it.

though we have just started this group

but it seems like we have been in a group for a month

looking forward to get closer to you all next year.

Just came back from girls camp today.

it was an awesome experience!

In the city on a hill, hear the bell chime. -Christmas!-

2010-12-25T06:56:00.000-08:00

hmm..i always hope to have a house like this

felt so warm and nice..

with Christmas tree and presents.

But actually without Jesus,

there wont be a wonderful day like today

i've always waited for this day

=) cause everyone will gather together

to celebrate the birth of Jesus.

i also think that their smile is sweeter than any other day. ahahha

i dont hope to recieve many presents

but i hope that they will love the presents i gave to them

when i start working

i wish to buy nicer gift for everyone=)

that will be wonderful
.

I love Christmas... =)

so hereby i want to say..

BLESSED MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

to you: we will have our first anniversary if you are here..haha

Jesus Christ was born..

2010-12-24T00:17:00.000-08:00

This is what CHRISTmas is all about =)

Its Christmas Eve!

2010-12-23T23:10:00.000-08:00

Caroling tonight.

are you following?=)

Broga Hill

2010-12-13T01:13:00.000-08:00

Went to Broga hill last Saturday with group Araunah..

i dint mean to give them trouble by going with them

but i wanted to go there long time ago..haha

The view was indescribable

sure it will be..because it is all God's creation =)

love the cooling air and water there..

but unfortunately we found a few people smoking at the top of the hill

-.-

so we smelt smoke at first. haha

going up was quite easy

going down was quite hard.

so when we were going down the hill,we used to slide sometimes..ahha

After the lunch, we went to Primy grandmother's pool.

it was nice..

and it gave me the feel of the real 'kampung'

haha. with vegetable plants ..

so...these are the pictures =)

got it from FB

We swam here..nice right?hahaha

the background and water from hills and mountains.

The view was beautiful

Went with group Araunah =)

paiseh..hahaha

i wished i went there with you dear..

Recent activities

2010-12-08T05:14:00.000-08:00

Sister's birthday.

nice right the background?=)

we celebrated it at Boston.

leisuremall.
Secret recipe as cake

Mum's birthday.
celebrated it at a Thai cuisine restaurant

beside Pandan lake club.

Big apple doughnut as cake

That day after my sister's birthday,

went Times Square with

my sister and Chester

for Rapunzel, but then they dont have
so we ended up watching......

Lelio popo

at first i thought it is a Thai movie.haha

this movie was not bad la. funny a bit, heart-touching (is it?-.-)abit.

I WANT TO WATCH RAPUNZEL! =(
with you..

Wall Climbing (updated)

2010-12-02T00:13:00.000-08:00

THIS IS US

left: Daniel, KianPooi,ZiXin .

right:Wencheong( taking pic) ,Ivan, Richard, SokMun, me,Irene, JiaXhen.

Pictures from WenCheong .

Went rock climbing yesterday.

Having a little muscle pain now.

An awesome experience tho.

its quite hard to climb

those small small rocks-.-

maybe they are there for display?haha

After the rock climbing,

went to Leisuremall

thought want to watch Rapunzel =(

but end up at the da gei cheong

played motor racing with JiaXhen -.-

they played some games...

and we headed to....

Salvation shop

Wencheong introduced Joseph Prince to me

thought why his name so nice-.-

now i know~ hahha

there are so many nice songs and books there..

feel like bringing all back home..haha

Later on, we went McDonald

FOR?

a cup of coke

hahaha. thats it.

everyone shared a cup

:-)

kept on refilling.

those songs made me think of you dear..muack!

Movies during holidays

2010-11-29T23:07:00.000-08:00

Since i cant go to cinema and watched them

i have to borrow from Xinyue

thanks A LOT to XinYue

made my holiday not so boring..

hmmm

every CD she borrowed to me is just amazing

all of them are really nice to watch

:-D

nice nice nice

so...one of them is..

Night At The Museum

talks about the exhibit at the museum came to life at night

Evan ALMIGHTY
this reminded me of my beloved God =)

talks about a guy named Evan Baxter was called by God to build an ark

Click
talks about a guy who missed many part of his life after recieving a special remote control
(highly recomend)

and finally....

Brokeback Mountain

two gays-.- ( watch yourself) haha

(lowly recomend?hahaha)

i tot we can watch it together=)

Blessed Birthday !

2010-11-27T22:44:00.000-08:00

Kimiko

Abigail

Je Kai

Blessed Birthday..may your good wishes come true:-)
continue to grow in the eyes of the Lord..
IF you trust Him..ahha

i love you like i always do=')

Kaulah Cinta Pertama dan Terakhir Untukku

2010-11-24T19:26:00.000-08:00

I will still have you even if i had lost the whole world

dear... i wished im with you now..

Favourite Artist / Actor

2010-11-22T23:48:00.000-08:00

Lee DeWyze

Chris Tomlin

Sam Tsui

Uncle Kracker

Shayne Ward

Christopher Egan

Jay Baruchel

Chris Daughtry

eh?no female?hahaha

I am missing you more and more

It wont happen anymore..

2010-11-21T23:11:00.000-08:00

i wish to celebrate Christmas with you once again... D-':

Cameron Highlands

2010-11-18T20:26:00.000-08:00

Went to Cameron with Peiying and family

the weather there is so different from Genting-.-

we went to strawberry farm, vegetables farm, water cress restaurant and a few more place

saw many type of flowers,fruits,vegetables... and strawberry-.-

too many strawberry things in souvenir shop..

strawberry pillow, strawberry towel, strawbeery shampoo, strawberry pencils, -- hat...haha

all strawberry!

actually it is relaxing to be there

cooling weather, beautiful scenery and all

a good place to be after a stressful exam. haha

the best moment is when we lay on our bed and chat till we slept

nothing much to talk bout it..hahaha

Tomorrow is Carnival Day!

are you coming?=)

i wish to be wherever you are='(

National Autism Society of Malaysia

2010-11-10T20:35:00.000-08:00

Went to the national autism society to do cleaning yesterday

there are more autism boys than girls they said.

check out 'Autism' on Yahoo or Google.. =)

and understand it.

they looks normal from outward

but their attitude are different from normal humans

and there is no medicine or way to cure this sickness

but with the help of psychiatrist can make them better..

we used 2 hours to clean up

later , we visit the kids there

take pictures and all

getting ready to do cleaning

autism kids. cute isnt it?

the uncle were explaining about Autism

one of the symtoms of Autism. haha

After the visitation
went back to school for Taekwondo examination
exam for Black belt
pray that i can pass this test..

we were getting ready for taekwondo examination

Dearrrrr! muaccks!

National Zoological Park(KL)

2010-11-09T00:06:00.000-08:00

Joey and Me

Went to the Zoo today

it was quite nice except the timing..

we waited for nearly two hours to go in

because we have to wait for others to arrive

hmm...but not bad lar this trip

still fine

get to see many animals

and there is more penguins dy! haha

they are the cutest i can say =)

nothing much i can tell..

only the pictures

see it on my facebook :-)

here are some videos that i took.

swan eating

feeding gigantic tortoise

the way prawn moves-.- so cute. haha

we will be going to the OKU home to visit them and clean up the place

its a good thing to do

and it will make me realise how good my life is

wait for tmr's post =)

went to KL zoo today..Johor's zoo never go dy lu-.-

to Kimiko Choy Hor Hyan : get well soon! we need you for 'gotong-royong' tmr-.-

Dearr....we once said that we will go to the zoo after my SPM =\

Petra Family Camp 2010(updated)

2010-11-07T02:36:00.000-08:00

me, irene and rousang

this was a 4 days and 3 nights camp.

i am glad that i attended =)

cause this year's camp was different from the years before

i learnt so much from the camp especially from the messages

Dr Alistair King gave.

Its all about Living Out Love ( LOL)=)

he was not like other British who speak so fast till i cant hear anything-.-

haha. and his wife was friendly too

i made new friends and i talked to those whom i usually dint talk to

felt so good to know that they are my friends

i think i spent most of my time swimming-.-

the water was very very cold

have to keep coming up from the water to rest and warm up myself.

On the first night,

i went to the side of the swimming pool and looked up to the sky

there was a BIG bunch of stars shining

i think we saw some constellation but we cant recognize what is the name of it

hmm..it has been some time since i saw so many stars

felt so great :-)

On the second night, i joined Irene, WenCheong, JiaXhen, Connie and Joey

to one of the Gohtong jaya's tong sui shop

the tong sui there is very nice

you should go and have a try if you have the chance to do so:-)

I was helping out during the dinner this year

and saw many funny scene

next time i think they should make a board that is stated

'please burp here'

hahaha. =P

i wonder did Dr Alistair King eat till satisfied..hehe

.
lastly..

I want to thank Irene for taking care of me throughout the camp

:-)

i bet if you are here right now

we have already took alot of pictures=D

i miss you so much

Bird's and Orchid's park pictures

2010-11-07T01:35:00.000-07:00

Sherynn, Ashley, me, Bridget, Karyeen, Kimiko and Joey
all these awesome friends

Naim and me

Me, kaisheng and Junpun

Shinyeng-.-

haha. i know it looks abit weird

the map of the bird park

it poked my hand when i feed it

='\ how wonderful like is, when you're in the world

A Trip to Orchid park and Bird park

2010-11-02T19:55:00.000-07:00

ShetYee, me and XinYi

Went to Orchid Park and Bird Park

It is not as bad as i thought

QUITE nice la..haha =)

actually the teachers wanted to bring us to Deer park

end up never go because it is not open

and the reason i join this trip is because of deer park..

i walked with XinYue throughout the trip

others dont know run where already-.-

it is nice when we both sat down and hear the lapping sound of the cascade

it is cooling and calm

while others were sitting down under the hot sun

waiting for the performance to start..haha >=D

...

the food there was expensive.

bring your own food if you want to visit there next time.

KarYeen was making me laughing all the way

*and i will remember what you said when im not with you~ =P

After PMR plans( for now )

4/11 - Family Camp!

9/11 - National Zoo

10/11 - OKU home & rumah Anak Yatim

20/11 - Petra Carnival

1/12 - Ice skating

24-25/12 - Christmas!

Tomorrow is the day!=)

FAMILY CAMP

it is the day ive been waiting

get to fellowship with my sisters and brothers in Christ

Thank you God that i can go

hmm....have to start packing now =)

excited!

do you know how much i want you to be here? ='(...

Blessed Birthday Dear =)

2010-10-31T03:27:00.000-07:00

the last time when i see you like this is when i tickle you.

ahhaha =D

the silly face.

blessed birthday, Jenruw

but i guess birthday for you isnt important anymore.

you live everyday like your birthday up there

ahha. dear, i missed the times when im with you

though its just a short time..

i actually planned to bake a cake for your birthday last time-.-

and you said that you wanted to try ..

but

im glad you can be with our Awesome, Perfect God now

that is the best present that has given to you. Jesus Christ.

:-)

and..im glad too that you keep on appearing in my dreams.

Time flies in a blink of eye

Thank God that ive been through so many problems without fail.

well,maybe a little

haha

hmm..all that i want to say is already been said

summarize it :

I Love You :-)

i wish you are here right now ='(

so that we can celebrate your birthday together..

cause, we never celebrate it together before.

Badminton competition

2010-10-29T03:00:00.000-07:00

ha. its just a competition among classes..

3 Meranti won! =D

thank God for it

i played mix double with KaiSheng

At first we cant play well

until the next day, when we knew 3M got into semi final

we played with all our might..

and dint want to disappoint our class

i can see the players of our class were playing very well..

Aqmar, Sangheeta, JunPun, Diana, Vincent , Hanis, Daniel , Naim and Kaisheng =)

and the cheering gang

Sajjini, Siti, Karyeen, Kimiko, YinJoe, Siew Hui, Syamimi, Syakir and others...

has been shouting and cheering all the way! =D

me too! hahahaha

im blessed to be in 3M

i love cheering with them

and for them :-)

thank God we have this one and only nice pic-.-

This girl beside me will celebrate her 15th birthday after 12 AM .

BLESSED BIRTHDAY Chew XINYUE!

You talked more and more now..hahaha! and its good=) thanks for always talking lame jokes to cheer me up. dont become so hamsap ady a..hahaha.

Dear, did i tell you lately that i love you ?=')

Its Just The Night, Before the Morning :'-)

2010-10-28T02:35:00.000-07:00

Im glad that i heard this song
A big 'Thank you' to CJgerrard -.- =)
this song really strengthens me
As we know, life are full of troubles
and i even thought that we are made to make mistakes

no matter what it is..
as someone told me, we must move forward
and not to think bout those unhappy incident
because there are so many things waiting for us to accomplish.

so, What do you think you are made by God for?
i guess i am made to bring more souls to God orr....
cheer up the crying ones?
i dont know. haha

read the lyrics and listen to the song :) you wont regret.

i wish to hold your hand now , argh!

Potatoes and Eggs

2010-10-23T08:56:00.000-07:00

haha! yea, we cooked ( i think more of burning) potatoes and eggs at the school field

last two days.

it was my first time :-)

finding twigs and stones

before starting the fire.

i was in a group with Kimiko,Karyeen, Ashley,Sherynn and Jo E

they are all good at burning-.-

especially papers..ahha!which was not allowed by teachers

and i found out Joey is pro at finding dry tiny leaves which can burn easily

haha!

it was a fun day with no worries and all =)

we ate half-cooked potatoes =P

so end up quite full also.

laughed so much with Karkar and karyeen

both also gt 'Kar'

silly la they both=)

We looked like we are those poor folks

scavenging the bin for food
and squad down beside the road while eating-.-

and this is the most handsome actor ive ever seen =P

yea, from letters to Juliet

seeing his photos day and night

anyway, im looking forward to go to Family camp!

waited for so long :'-)

GOD! pray that i can go for this camp

please?='\

lastly, if you are one of my family members,reading my blog

please dont visit anymore.sorry for being rude..-.-

i miss you like crazy

Lord, what is all these?

2010-10-21T00:10:00.000-07:00

Lord.. its been a long time i keep on trying
everything seems to be worse. not better
i dont know
im lost Lord, i dont know what to do
how come the more i want to get close to You, the more i am away from You?
is this reality..is this what my life should be?..
i just want to be an active member of the church
tats all i had ever wished.
i just want to shut my eyes and lost into a world of my own. im exhausted
Some people betrayed me, Some people said they will help me but they never mean it, Some people are helping me but it dint help (im sure they have tried their best) , and some people helped me alot and i feel afraid to get their help.

WHY LORD.
i have too much probelms to tell you Lord.
i guess,only You will listen to me ='\
its hard to get someone to sit down and seriously have a long talk with me
='(

im not emo-ing or being a drama queen.
but all these probelms are making me go mad
only if you know the whole story..

im sure those who are going through all these with me got tired too :'-)

if you are here, i will have someone to go through all these probelms with me ='(

Romeo and Juliet :-)

2010-10-19T03:20:00.000-07:00

this movie is nice :-)
i love both actor and actress
especially the actor
Chris Egan is really handsome and gorgeous
i love his hair !

i felt quite better after watching this.
cause i know there are alot more things outside that i have never seen
im still a kid that is shortage of knowledge
hmmm...i hope to go Italy one day
their cheese and food. !

Hm=) for now life is quite good

except

I REALLY WANT TO GO CHURCH

i dont know why i need church so much

maybe im afraid that i will get astray from God..

:'-(

anyone can help me?

life will be awesome with you around =')

2010-10-18T07:37:00.000-07:00

i seriously miss you alot.

11/10/2010 - PMR IS OVER!

2010-10-15T07:47:00.000-07:00

For your information, PMR is over few days ago

it was such a relief.

i am anxious about my result

i wonder all my hard work worth it or not

anyway, if i cant go to church it doesnt worth at all for me to study dead hard

i thought after PMR everything will be alright.

dint know its just the beginning.

he was right,

i am timid

i cant..i really cant open my mouth and ask what i want from her

it is too horror.

Lord, send an angel to wipe my tears away

i have only You to rely on now

no one know how scared am i

do you know Father?

Lord...i wonder if you know all these feelings i am having now

bring me back to church Lord

thats is all i can do to make myself a better human

i hate myself for being this timid ever since that case

im afraid of people talking behind my back

im afraid what they will think bout me.

i wanted to please them with all i have

but no. ive never do so

instead, i bring them sadness and dissapointment

some even thought that i am just acting,faking.

let me go satan. im just a rubbish

im sure God never create rubbish,but ive turned it into one..

i never make full use of my talent

(i dont even know what my talent is)

why Lord, that i must be treated this way by them..

but anyway, help me to grow

and help more people who needs someone

send me to show them your greatness

and let them apprieciate You.

i want to fly over to countries which need help.

spread the words out to them

so that they wont suffer any longer...

Lord, brave up my heart

open my mind

encourage my soul

to move on..

i may not be like this if you are here with me..
the real you.

I miss you. I really do

2010-10-07T08:12:00.000-07:00

just few more days
until PMR is officially over! =D
i dont know to laugh or to cry
what i really hope is to attend every activity of the church after my exam
and also..hang out with my friends
but..
no money, no talk..-.-
anyway, update more after PMR
passing all my beloved books to my sister

nyahahahah

Thank God that i have Him

IMisshim=(

God, did you recieve my letter?

2010-09-15T07:26:00.000-07:00

I feel like watching this movie

anyone has the CD or anything?

found out that this movie is quite interesting

and touching

after reading the plot

God, Thank you for the day :-)

Bubbles :-)

2010-09-13T00:49:00.000-07:00

blowing bubbles at my hometown

haha

how come when i upload pictures i have to enlarge it?

then it will be ugly also

how to post a nice photo?-.-

Helpless

2010-09-12T23:28:00.000-07:00

when i look back to my past
i find out that i can easily go through any probelms
what happenned to me now?

i dont know.

till now, i dont understand what i have done to those people

until they have to backstab me for no reason.

Being a hypocrite in front of me

talk bad bout me behind my back

and tell others something which is not true about me,or us..

im afraid

i dont know who to trust anymore

felt dissapointed .

those people whom i think was very good but actually

may turn out to be the one who is the worst

If ive done anything wrong to you,

why dont you just tell me?

tell me through msn or what

but please, dont backstab me

hmm..actually i dont know who are you

but i know that you are one of my friend

so now he has gone

i still want to find out who are you

but i dont know from who i can find out

and im tired

admit it if possible

it has been a long time.

im afraid of you all.

:'-)im glad..

2010-09-11T04:53:00.000-07:00

I miss the sensation of my lips on yours

and

your embrace of all that is right..

i miss you love so much..

Hallelujah Father ,

protect her and love her as you have loved me,

Hallelujah ..:'-)

- S.J.R

Grown Ups! =)

2010-09-11T02:44:00.000-07:00

ahha! this scene

girl, 'dad!'

they ,'me?'

haha

went for a movie with my sis recently
this is the movie i wanted to see

cause i saw the movie's trailer is quite interesting

so..at last! haha=)

indeed, it is as nice as i thought

i mean, its nice because its funny

and i bet guys love to watch this movie too.haha

if he sits beside me , i will hear his loud laughter =D

i wanted to watch

Phua Chu Kang and

Going The Distance so much now

orh..and, Step Up 3!

many people said that its a very nice movie

but if i really cant make it

i'll download and watch

ngek ngek..

Yesterday i went back to my hometown and today just only came back

my grandpa is sicked

just slightly fever

now i think he is okay already
thank God=)

hmm..sad that i cant attend Wailoon and Esther's wedding

but im happy for them

Congrats !commander and my discipleship class ex-teacher

and lastly,

Selamat Hari Raya to all Malays

and Happy Holiday !

enjoy , folks :-)

Karate Kid

2010-09-08T07:40:00.000-07:00

i still like Jackie Chan alot (=

i know im out of trend
now only watch this movie..ahha

i downloaded and watched on QVOD

after having this, i dont even have to go to cinema anymore

it is clear enough=)

watched it till 4 in the morning..haha

i learnt so much from that kid, although its just a movie

too bad, subtitle is in mandarine

blueak

haha, good night all!

30 Days already

2010-09-05T10:08:00.000-07:00

Its been a month

i dont know its good or bad

haha

whether to laugh or cry =')

no one will hug me and sing 'come what may' for me again

no one will webcam with me for the whole night again

but..i thank God that ive been through all the happy and sad moments with you

even though we cant grow old together

thank you Lord

that i get to spend time with him for the last few months of his life

- oi dear, one month for you up there is like one second right?=) -

I knew you love me

2010-09-03T09:01:00.000-07:00

the only 'nice' picture i took with him...

cause we dont have a chance to take a really nice picture='(

Someone asked me to update..hahaha
nothing to update bout..

just..last two days i got my exam result

5 A 2 B

the result is quite bad..

can consider fail in PMR. haha

and actually i studied for two reason

for Jenruw and for church

and now i study just to go to church..for God :'-)

God..thank you for sending few angels to talk to me..

and thank you for helping me to realise..

I LOVE YOU GOD!=D

SBS Chinese camp 2010

2010-09-01T06:46:00.000-07:00

i admit that this year's one was much nicer than last year's

the only thing i regret is that i cant go to my church's songfest

not that i dont want..is that i cant..haha..

for some reason=')

this year's camp i get to shout so loud

shouted loud to release my stress..ahhaha

its nice=)

we played station games and water games

most of them are physical ones

i enjoyed myself..

but somehow i just felt that im missing something..ahha

these are some pictures..

only few out of so so many pictures contain me inside-.-

lying down on the field is quite nice

Ong Pei Ying!>=)

this year's camp i got to make new friends too

hope that God will help me to bring them to church.hahaha..

i can easily get back up and be strong

but i can easily fall down and get hurt

God..be by my side..

im living my life just for You..for You

=')bring me back to You ..if can..hahaa

Happy 53rd Merdeka. I love Malaysia!

2010-08-30T10:52:00.001-07:00

went to SBS Chinese camp and peiying's BBQ

everything goes well..

but sure..i miss you more and more..

i even dreamt that i borned our twins out-.-

hahaha..i really hope that all those are true..

will update more about these soon..

and

Selamat menyambut Hari Merdeka yang ke-53 =)

i dint plan to go anywhere..except!

going for basketball with Peiying,Zingmun and Mayann

Kutless- What faith can do

2010-08-28T23:51:00.000-07:00

listen to this whenever you are feeling down.. =')

Plannings

2010-08-27T06:09:00.000-07:00

my dream is to become a Veterinarian or a Interior Designer

and i will make it a reality! >=D

if my Shepherd allows me to.haha

i actually really planned all these..i discussed with him before

haha... we have alot of dreams=')

let me dream a while at my blog..hehehe

Before he is in God's kingdom , this is wad i planNED

but now that he went back =') some of them are still true

you'll understand which one

haha=)

Form 3

- study REALLY hard for PMR
after PMR,
- Go to church
- Participate in every activity of church
- go out with him
- study more bout bible
- pray more often
- play Basketball!

- bake a cake for his birthday

form 4-5
- start studying for SPM( science stream )
- still active in church
- spread gospel and start bringing friends since they have a little bit of freedom

- help out alot at church( like SJR ) =')

- get a part time job at the pet shop...if possible-.-

- feel like activate back our school's Christian Fellowship society( i tak tau the name..ahha)

- get a Dan 2 for Taekwondo

18 - 20

- IM FREE ='D(countdown days - 0 days)

- National service -.-

- find out more bout my Beautiful Saviour

- to the zzoooooo ( he said he wanted to) =D

- go out with him till im satisfy

- help out to clean our ducks =')

- meet all his siblings and family members

- read books ( get more knowledge)

- learn more bout interior design

- brush up cooking skills with him ='P

- eat nice nice foooood!( as he wanted it too)

- help out those who are in need

- visit the orphanage with him( as we promised=') )

- go to church for group meeting, cell group, worship, outreach night and EVERYTHING without fail

- graduate for diploma or if can..degree - study fast fast..hehe

20-22

- get a job

- go eat lunch with him everyday XD

- be thankful to God all the time=')

- go Australia! Switzerland! and New York!( he wants to meet Jamie Oliver)or even Hawaii

- go to church with him..for every meeting..without fail

-get ready for our wedding! ahaha='D

23- 25!!!

- MARRY TO HIM - walking down the aisle in church, saying 'yes, i do ' to him

- go honeymoon =')

- try everything that we want to do together

- hold hands and pray to God together

- be a good wife

- go gym with him.. till he slim! ( he himself wants to-.-)

26-30

- have KIDS... 3 or 4 ..hahaha... he wants more..but i dont let ='P

-make a video of our family

- chat everyday ='P

- buy a telescope and watch the beauty of God's creation- stars

- rare stray dogs and cats..and others( we love stray pets=') )

- work for God ( go to Africa or anywhere to spread gospel)

30 - 50

- continue to serve God and active in church

- continue to spend time with my family. both Soo and Ho( hahah)=)

- continue to love him deeply

- help him out at his restaurant..if he has one..

50 - back to God's kingdom

- see my children graduate

- travel with him

- Love God all the time..

If i can live till this long..ahhaha

you see, if he dint go back.

im going to have an awesome life with God and him

but he went back home earlier than me

and im happy for him

=')

this is what he wanted the most..

thank God too.. =')

but dont have to be so happy! i will go home very soon !='P if i can..haha

Forgive me if my post let you feel uncomfortable...i just wan to express my feelings..ahha=')

i pray that God will keep me work for my entire life

no matter for God, family, job , friends and even animals

I dont want to rest, because i can rest when im with God at home

i wan to be useful..

use me Lord

=')

P.S : and yea.. those 'him' and 'he' inside this post.. is a guy named Soo Jen Ruw =')

Nature is awesome

2010-08-26T05:35:00.000-07:00

feel like lying on a green pasture, silently think of you while enjoying the nature

When i saw my name written on your wall..

2010-08-17T01:14:00.000-07:00

i dont know my life gets better or worse..

i think its worse..

i want to find you to talk ='\.....

there are so many things hidden in my heart

i always hope miracle will happen..

haha

but sure..miracle will happen when it is the time

i cant stop thinking

why dint i meet him before he died

why i cannt meet him the night right a few hours after he died..

at least i can touch his warm body

and why..

that day he says he wanted to go to school and meet me

at last he dint.

we promised each other so many things

we have alot more things we havent done together

even watching a movie ..we havent

i envy those who can see him at least once a week..

and those who have done so many things with him before

i never even had a chance to talk to him for more than 1 min in these two months='(

we promised to watch a movie after my PMR exam

we promised to go to the zoo after i graduate=')

we promised to help those who are poor and weak together

we promised to watch God's creation together

haha..i guess even one of them we havent do

except one..

you promised me that you will love me until you die..

i wonder did you

=')

my heart say yes..ahaha

muackk!

i love you ,JenRuw

2010-08-14T03:09:00.001-07:00

blog under contruction.. will make it better when i have time :)
anyway..enjoy the post!=)

Nice picture that i've found

2010-08-14T02:16:00.001-07:00

Credits:orvaratli

Soo Jen Ruw ,Dear ..

2010-08-10T01:47:00.000-07:00

i really dont know what to say

you are always first in my heart

but sure..God is the centre of everything..

i miss you so so much..

this video explains all..

i need you..

i just love you so so much!! D-':

This is what you said

2010-08-02T00:54:00.000-07:00

Jen Ruw: I love you... :'-(

9 Jun 10, 14:47

Jen Ruw: Ling... I will wait with a patient heart till that day I can hold you in my arms, and kiss you goodnight in bed... When we could do all things together and see every beauty of God together....

9 Jun 10, 14:47

Jen Ruw: I will wait... :'-(

9 Jun 10, 13:50

Jen Ruw: hehe darling!!! MUACKS!!!!!!!!!!

this is what you wrote on my cbox before that particular day when you changed
these 2 people are so different..=')
but yet i still love both of them..cause they are the same person
i love you dear..

your kiss is on my list, of the best things in life~ =D

2010-07-30T21:19:00.000-07:00

let's walk this journey together,

though this road may be narrow,

but the one guiding us is our Father,

so we just have to hold our hands and follow.

Its so nice to have a private blog

post everything that i wantIand its like talking to you..

haha..right God?=)

time passes so fast

dint know its going to be August tommorrow

i'm grateful for each and everything that has happenned on me..

thank God for allowing the satan to trick me

i wont fall into that trap=P

i know..that i might have a chance to lose him God..

but i the chance is 1 % hahaha

and i know God will have a plan for me and him too=)

i admit that im worry that he is going to Ipoh for 3 days..

but what to do?=)

besides..he go there is to worship God..not kau girls..

and thats why i trust him and dint really worry bout it

im happy that he willing to go so far just to praise your name God=)

fetching along few folks all the way to Ipoh..its not an easy job

might just get sleepy half way

hope someone will talk to him to keep him awake..

Lord..

im happy if everything we do pleases You..

even if it hurts me deeply..but i know

if we obey You, we will get everything we want

like You yourself ..

you came to earth..just to feel how a human feel

and also died on the cross for us..

though we dont even deserve your love

we also sinned too much

but still. You smile and say ' i forgive you.'

Lord..thank you for making the time passes so fast

i know me and him will meet each other soon=')

im waiting too..

i'll do my best in my exam

and go back to church..

do everything that i can to please You..

also..

meet my dear

:'-)

thank you to those who hurt me, for you have made me become stronger

thank you to those who loved me, for you have helped me to feel love

thank you to those who encouraged me, for you have given me strength

thank you to those who spoiled my life, for you have showed me how satan works

thank you JESUS , because of you, i know my life is perfect

a note to you : dear, even if everything seems to be miserable now

i wont leave you

God too..He is there standing right beside you all the time

2010-07-18T06:58:00.000-07:00

this is an awesome movie!

it will be perfect if you watch with me =')

2010-07-14T07:22:00.000-07:00

Perfume !

can you help me to find this cd?haha

though its an old movie..

but i wan to watch it so much!

watch until half only=(

and Toy Story 2 is a nice movie

ahha

there's tears and happiness

hope to watch it with you..

unfortunately the guy beside me isnt you..='(..
its some stranger..haha

i miss you so so much..

even if you wont get back like how you use to be last time..

=')

i will keep that memory of ours until i die

i miss it so much..

for now..i want to be a girl that you can talk to like last time..

and a girl that can comfort you..

i'll try my best!=')

you wont know how much i love you

THANK GOD THAT I HAVE THE BEST GUY IN THIS WORLD! ='D

i apprieciate him so much Lord..thank you for sending him to me

who doesnt know how strong love can be until i met this guy

.. usually act like ' dai lou ' =')

and i dint noe..

he will be the one i miss the most=')

you should know who am i talking about right? ;)

2010-06-27T02:33:00.000-07:00

i trust you so much.

you are my best friend

my love

my family

i have no one when i needed someone

but yes...there is God with me...

you teached me to be with God always...=')

i dont even mind if you are busy with God stuff..

i even love it!

but..is your heart thinking only bout God..not others?

i hope so.....

why dont we just forget everything and be together happily?

please .time... please pass as fast as you can..

i wan a happy life with you..

saying..' yes, i do' to each other during marriage..

exchanging our rings

sleeping together on our first night

crying together knowing that we have been through so much...

Living in a warm house..full with love..

with our little children and pets..

sitting at the balcony at night

looking up the sky ,full of stars which are handmade by God,

one by one..

drinking a cup of strawberry milkshake=')

sharing to each other about what we have been through and bout our lives..

hugging each other joyfully..

gently kiss your lips..

apprieciate each and every second together..
cooking breakfast for you in the morning..
kissing your cheek before we go to work..
waiting for you to fetch me after work to see a gorgeous smile of yours
bathing together..
cooking together...
thank God together...

do quiet time together..
going to church..worshiping our Father

walking through this long journey with each other..
till our last breath

saying..

' i love you.'

then when we reach the gate of heaven

God says

' welcome back home, my children '

thats all i wan=')

with you..

yes, you...

Soo Jen Ruw

are you missing me like i do?

i love him so much God =')

2010-06-13T01:30:00.000-07:00

Casting Crowns - Jesus, Hold Me Now

Living on my own, thinking for myself

Castles in the sand, temporary wealth

Now the walls are falling down

Now the storms are closing in

And here I am again

Jesus, hold me now

I need to feel You in this place

To know You¡¯re by my side

And hear Your voice tonight

Jesus, hold me now

I long for Your embrace

I¡¯m beat and broken down

I can¡¯t find my way out

Jesus, hold me now

Curse this morning sun,

drags me into one more day

Of reaping what I¡¯ve sown,

living with my shame

Welcome to my world,

and the life that I have made

One day you¡¯re a prince,

and the next day you¡¯re a slave

Jesus, hold me now

I need to feel You in this place

To know You’re by my side

And hear Your voice tonight

Jesus, hold me now

I long for Your embrace

I¡¯m beat and broken down

I can¡¯t find my way out

Jesus, hold me now

Lord, I just looked up today

And realized how far away

I am from where You are

I don¡¯t know what else to pray

Broken at Your feet I lay

The life I¡¯ve torn apart

Jesus, hold me now

I need to feel You in this place

To know You¡¯re by my side

And hear Your voice tonight

Jesus, hold me now

I long for Your embrace

I¡¯m beat and broken down

I can¡¯t find my way out

Jesus, hold me now

I feel You in this place

I know You're by my side

And hear Your voice tonight

Jesus, hold me now

I long for Your embrace

I¡¯m beat and broken down

I can't find my way out

Jesus, hold me now

2010-06-08T20:33:00.001-07:00

='(.................

i miss you so much='\

even a day without you , i feel like dying='\really wan lorh..

i really hope you were here everytime i online..but i know it wont be...

since you are so busy...hmm

for God you also have to do lor..

i feel like announcing...

SOO JEN RUW IS MY BOYFRIEND, MY FUTURE HUSBAND AND MY DEAR='D

hehe

i just love you so so much='(

haha..felt so happy when i get to anounce it loudly here..hehe

though my blog is nt for the public..hmm

wait ar dear=') one day i'll anounce it to the wholllleee wide world!=')

i love you jenruw=')

2010-05-28T07:04:00.000-07:00

WooHoo! =D

Lee DeWyze the ninth american idol

a nice pic of him =)

-Yenteng-

I Love You

2010-04-27T03:38:00.000-07:00

hmm..its been a long time since i blog

haha..lazy=)

actually there's many pictures to post up here..

but i havent get those pictures yet

went to taekwondo competition recently

first round i won,second round i lost

hahaa! if i know that i will lose to that girl..i should kick her as hard as possible >=D

hehe

after i lost..i did cry haha

i saw she cheated when she was sparring with peiyinggg!

hmm..but at least i got a bronze

better than nothing

these two days i felt quite happy =)

fool around with karyeen,kimiko,xinyue and others..ahha

laughed so much

but at the same time..i miss You very much='(

hmm..guess i have to wait..

and i really hope that i can go to church camp very much..one year once only

its extremely fun! =D haha

when you tried it..i bet you want to go again and again and again~=)

when i see so much fun they had,i wish i am one of them=) hahaha..

but,God surely has a purpose for creating me, me..

Thank you God for sending an angel to my side

i apprieciate it very much

thats the day im waiting for!

-Yenteng-

Its a boring day after all...

2010-04-13T03:15:00.000-07:00

Thank you for being with me

Birthday isnt great this year..

but im happy that someone made this birthday of mine special =)

and thanks Irene and Hooiling

2010-04-02T20:09:00.001-07:00

Renovating my blog...

2010-04-02T07:43:00.000-07:00

edited*

at least my harmonica is by my side all the time =)

going to renew my blog's skin..

-.-

and
Blessed Good Friday everyone!=)

btw..its not bout egg nor rabbit
its bout Him,Jesus Christ
-Yenteng-

Going to school tommorrow! NoOoooo

2010-03-21T01:18:00.000-07:00

Since long time ago i have seen RAINBOW
nowadays never see any already

:(
Hope i can see it now
it will reminds me of His promise
haha

-want to have a photoshop !>:(

staying at home is really boring

plus the weather is getting worse

I want to Talk to someone! =\

but everyone seems to be busy and lazy to talk to me..

haha

Pursposely say hi to them they wont answer..

=)kesian..haha

One day I'll get out from all these!

(':

facebook is really boring for me now.haha

i checked my hotmail and see back those funny mails..

haha

if you guys have any mails that can cheer ppl up send to me ar

i need some.

: Im sorry if i hurt you..

i dint meant to

its my fault..

i should have told you earlier

Getting new laptop soon.

but..i dint really feel happy

cause bought it with my ang pau money >=\

Thank you God for everything :)

-YenTeng-

2010-03-14T21:43:00.000-07:00

God...

Pray God..

that my mum will be alright

please...

-YenTeng-

Smile!=)

2010-03-11T02:04:00.000-08:00

I miss you! =(

just a pic of me and joey..

long time ago..hahaa

Sometimes,we can't rely on others..
we just have to do it ourselves

no matter how hard it is..or how suffering it is

Hey! =Dso long dint post up anything ady..

haha

after computer fixed already

i also feel lazy to post
hehe

School's hari sukan has just passed

miraculously, Amerald dint get last!

haha..

really had fun practising the demo with you guys =D

now miss the practise very much

can skip classes when we had practise

hehe

Now exams is coming soon

gahhhhh
havent revision till gau gau yet

haha

Went Sungei Wang with peiying and Joey that day

thanks ar..you all have made my day!

ahha

i really felt very happy

hope to go again

peiying,joey...dont mention anything at the cbox a..hahaa

how i wish PMR had just finished

: just can't wait till that day =)

-Yenteng-

Happy CNY and Happy Valentine's day =)

2010-02-13T09:53:00.000-08:00

Hope to be with you right now.. ='(

Happy Chinese New year everyone! =D

happy Tiger year.. roar! haha

Have a prosperous and happy new year =)

God bless you!

just now i had a great reunion dinner.

how bout you?

i hope i can be with my cousins now

but they have their own plans also..

hope this year's ang pow money will increase T.T

haha

so many fireworks

but fewer than last year's..

those fireworks are still so awesome=)

Happy Valentine's day too

♥♥♥
'I Love You'

sure many ppl said this today =)

pray that you will get to be with the one you love today =)

if you dont get the one you love today..

dont worry =)

maybe God will send him or her to you within this year

haha..

Thank God for today's happiness =)

and sadness..

hehe

miss my church so much...

-YenTeng-

=D

2010-02-11T02:02:00.000-08:00

Where are you? ='(

How good if time turns backward =)

-Yenteng-

Tasmania Island!=)

2010-02-03T02:06:00.000-08:00

I hope to go here with you =)

Beautiful isn't it?

hahaa..since very long time ago i feel like goin to this Tasmania Island at Australia=)

see the beautiful sunset and sunrise

the sea water very clear and clean also

not like our country's PD

haha

I'll sure go to this island when i grow up

and have more $$

Tasmania Islannddd!!

-YenTeng-

PMR..PMR x.x

2010-01-26T00:39:00.000-08:00

Waiting for tommorrow... =) muacks..

got quite low marks in exam

and i really really miss my church very much=(

i really hope that i can join grp Aijalon in most of the major events

Every Saturday when the clock shows 2.30
i will imagine the time i have fun worshiping God without any worries=)
I should apprieciate the time at PYP last time..
hmmm

hope i can go back to PYP soon

I MISS ALL OF YOU!

and Happy Belated Birthday to ..

JENNY WONGG!=)

this is the picture of you i like the most..hehe

tommorrow going to get science result so nervous

haha

-Yenteng-

When God Made You

2010-01-25T00:55:00.000-08:00

When God Made You

Its always been a mystery to me,
How two hearts can come together,
And love can last forever.
But now that I have found you I believe,
That a miracle has come when God sends the perfect one.
So gone are all my questions about why,
And i've never been so sure of anything in my life

~chorus~

Oh I wonder what God was thinking,when he created you.
I wonder if He knew everything I would need,
Because he made all my dreams come true.
When God made you, He must have been thinking about me.

(Girls)

Ooo ooo,I promise that wherever you may go, wherever life may lead you,
With all my heart I'll be there too.
And from this moment on I want you to know,
I'll let nothing come between us, and I will love the ones you love.
(guy):So gone are all my questions about why (girl echoes):about why

Duet:Oh I wonder what God was thinking when he created you,
I wonder if He knew everythin I would need,
Because He made all my dreams come true.
When God made you He must've been thinking about me.

Bridge

He made the sun He made the moon,
To harmonize a perfect tune,
One can't do without the other they just have to be together.
And that is how I know its true,
Your for me and i'm for you and my world
Just cant be right without you in my life

Chorus

(guy) He must have heard every prayer I've been praying (girl echo)
I've been praying (both)He must've knew everything I would need

When God made you, He must've been thinking about me.

*hehe..i like this song very much =)

-yenteng-

2010-01-19T07:21:00.000-08:00

busy busy busy busy

busy with exams

intervensi 1 is on thursday

dint really get ready=(

will be updating more often after exams kay?=)

LOVE YOU GOD!=)

and i miss my church =\

-Yenteng-

Just for laughs

2010-01-11T03:45:00.000-08:00

The life cycle of a chicken.

Hence, the purpose driven life of a chicken.

NOT FAIR!! =(

-lioness-